54. Dream Journal

Dreams apparently reveal the deepest thoughts of the unconscious...


August 26

Some guy from my work was in my dream. I talked to him the night before, so that kind of makes sense. I forgot what we were doing, but I remember we were both sitting down.
My dad's wife was also in my dream, too. She was making an effort to be really nice to my sister, and they interacted in a way they've never acted before. I've been thinking about her recently because I really miss my half-brother.

August 29

I went with my roommate Liz to the Deadman workout center, and I was upset because I realized I forgot my earbuds and so I couldn't listen to music. When I got to the counter (it was also 24 hour fitness) they asked for my ID but I didn't have it because I had forgotten my phone, and they said I couldn't enter. They guy behind me (who was some guy that lives in my commons) pulled out cash and offered to pay the $75 it took to get me in, but I said that I would just go home to get my ID. When I got to my car, I realized I didn't know how to drive, but I thought I could just wing it. When I came back, I was now instead with my friend Brooks, and we had to sneak in under a wooden gate. When I was there they told me that Regina George finally died from her back injury and now everyone said "fetch" and was obsessed with toothbrushes. Also then some girl kissed a red shirt from Star Trek and he died from the kiss because he's a red shirt.

August 31

The parts of my dream that I remember were all based off of the show Shameless. I think that I was Lip, and I brought Fiona to the diner that she worked at and Sierra was there and was mad at me for bringing Fiona, who was already waitressing and doing a good job. I think that in this reality, Fiona and Lip weren't brother and sister but she was also Mandy. Also, Jeffery Dean Morgan was there as the diner boss.

September 3

I had a dream our mind maps were due today, and I had to hurry to finish mine. For some reason, my mind map was animal carvings on a tree, like the ones on the animal kingdom tree at Walt Disney World.

September 9

Since my roommate and I were trusting our bodies to wake us up today instead of an alarm, I had a dream that we woke up at 7:00 PM. I was extremely frustrated, because I have work today from 1 to 7, so that meant I missed all of work. Not only did I mess up at work, but now I have less of a chance of being let go early next week which I really need to do. In my dream I kept telling myself that it was okay because in real life it was only about 10 AM and that this was just a dream, but I was still very upset and stressed out.

September 10

My dream was based sort of by the Walking Dead. I was Carl, and I was in a large house with the rest of the group, and Negan was outside ready to kill people. My dad, Rick, said that Judith and Lori would be safe because they are in the attic and when I asked about me he said "idk". I decided it would be a good time to take a shower and I thought that if I just stayed inside then I would be safe. That often happens in my dreams: I usually try to hide in deep parts of a house to try and avoid the danger outside, but then I'm always terrified the whole dream and very anxious in anticipation. When I woke up, I was extremely confused for a few seconds because I woke up at my friends house. You know how when you wake up at in place you don't usually sleep in and it's very disorienting at first? It was that.


September 16

I saw the movie IT last night. I don't remember my dream, but I remember that it wasn't pleasant.

September 17

My dream was about camp corral. I remember I was pushed in the stomach at one point. I think we played dodgeball too.

September 25

I had a really cute baby duck that smiles really big and so when all of the pigeons ate the cheese from the dukies they looked back at me and gave me the face that said "wow your baby duck is SO cute!"

September 28
I got tattoos in my dream. One of them was my name backwards, which spelled something dumb. This was a combination of Mickey from Shameless getting a tattoo and this meme I saw about this girls yearbook quote being "High school to went I, school high to went all you", which is "You all went to high school, I went to school high."

September 29
I was chosen to fight the antagonist of my dream who was kind of like the evil queen in snow white and the huntsman. We were in the residential commons at SMU, because that's where I would gather supplies. I first fought her in a large store like bed bath and beyond or IKEA and I knocked her down with a large shelf I pushed over. Then everything restarted, and I had to beat her again, but things were different this time. I was with my roommate and this guy that lives on our floor and we were on a tennis court on the top of one of the roofs of the building and I thought I was going to fall off. Then I got supplies and went to fight her again, but I missed the opportunity to push over the shelf like I did last time, so the fight was longer, but I managed to destroy her mirror which evidently was better because now she was permanently dead and gone.

October 9
I was in a performance at Booker T but I didn't know the lyrics to the song or the guitar cords. I made a GroupMe with Rachel, and Stephanie and DJ (who spelled her name with a C) from Full House and we were also Emerging Leaders.

October 16
We were sharing bathrooms/lockers with dancers younger than us and we took a selfie and there was concealer in the cap of my primer. We were sitting outside Crum, and then Jules came out, and said "I saw y'all know y'all got the best commons" the Crum people say yeah, and then I see Crum and Armstrong lit up like the Disney castle first Crum then Armstrong, to my surprise. They were ads for Universal Studios and DisneyWorld and then the ground started shaking for the ad for a Guardians of the Galaxy ride.
^ I think I was still a little bit asleep when I wrote this one, I had to make a few revisions for the words I spelled wrong.

October 21
My sister, my dad, and I went to Disney which was also Six Flags and we went riding on Judge Roy Scream (which was different than the actual one) and you had to be escorted to the ride by a car. I was very scared of the drops that were in it. We arrived and I realized I had rode this before. We were deciding who should be seated where, based on age, then random things, like "had anyone ever worked at Cafe Brazil?". My dad turned into Kevin from Shameless and said "Svetlana has" then my alarm rang.

October 24
I had a dream that Kennedy and Sarah, my two friends, were both on the bachelor before they went to SMU. I remember thinking "Of course they would do that". I was looking at a picture of the two of them sitting at a table with the Bachelorette, which was weird because there isn't supposed to be a bachelorette if the contestants are female too.

November 7
Yesterday I was supposed to go to a retreat for Emerging Leaders and meet up with everyone at 3:30 so we could ride the bus over there. I was tired so I took a nap, and woke up at 3:45. I had a text from Emerson, who said it had already left, and that I missed it. I was so frustrated and angry. Because of that, last night I had a dream that I slept through an honor council meeting as well, and Emerson had texted me telling me I missed it. Once I woke up, I was so stressed out that I checked my emails to see when the honor council meeting actually was, and was relieved that it is next week.

November 14
In my dream I was talking to my RA Jacquie in the Meadows building (I forgot what it was about), and today I told her about the dream in Meadows building, fulfilling the phrophecy.

always with love, Bella Montague

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